如果不是那镜子
不像你不藏秘密
我还不肯相信
没有你我的笑更美丽

那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手彻底
泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天起只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流了泪
当一个人看旧电影

是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回我自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见到你
我一定让自己让自己坚定

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天忘记

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己坚定
再见到你 我一定让自己假装很坚定

Lucky is so irritating... he keeps sleeping against me and his fur so HOT!



and now he sleeps in my place... I got no place to sleep!!!



I hate my dog!!!



Ok Just kidding... I love my lucky!

I always have a thing for the past... Back to the future ppl!

Maybe can use in my IC next time wahahaha

Its a sad and tiring night...

People grow old... and emptiness just starts to haunt them... Bad news playing on TV everyday, updates on facebook of joy and sorrow... Life is so complicated when you grow up.

I was just looking at my past entries, which I wrote without much restriction and consideration. I could remember seeing myself as the naive happy girl.

These days, I rather be alone so I wouldnt have to experience hurt again...
Then again... its these experience that make one stronger...

Where is God? Perhaps he forgot me since I was the one who forgotten him first.

Maybe when Mom left, she brought away half of the kid in me, forcing me to grow up.
Maybe when you came, you brought anger, disappointment, leaving me upset.

My best friends are my alchol and sleeping pills.

Sleepless nights are scary...

除了想你 除了爱你 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过 你在敷衍我 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情

我决定不为你而毁了心 放弃爱你

除了想你除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹

这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你 而坏了心情
我决定不为你 而毁了心 不为你 而放弃爱情
不为你 而毁了心 我决定不为你 而毁了心 放弃爱你

我也是有妈生的， 不要以为我妈不在你们就能欺负我！

I wanna rattle off my anger and unhappiness...

Some people whom I thought I could trust betrayed my trust and used me for their advantage. It irks me that such people exist... I felt worse when I realise I am so stupidly used for such purpose.

I have not been perfect but at least I tried to be nice to people. I am not an angel and I admit I have hurt some people real bad along the path. I suppose its payback time for me. As we aged, people start to be scheming and start to care only about themselves. Perhapes is how we are brought up in this society.

I have learnt my lesson... the hard way... but will that be the last? Not unless I do not wake up from my sleep tomorrow...

WOO!!!

I QUIT!!!!!!!

YET AGAIN....

如果不是那镜子
不像你不藏秘密
我还不肯相信
没有你我的笑更美丽

那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心
我嘟的一声切的比你说分手彻底
泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天起只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流了泪
当一个人看旧电影

是我不小心而已
离开你我才找回我自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见到你
我一定让自己让自己坚定

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛流过泪
像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天忘记

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情
我一定让自己让自己坚定
再见到你 我一定让自己假装很坚定

Lucky is so irritating... he keeps sleeping against me and his fur so HOT!



and now he sleeps in my place... I got no place to sleep!!!



I hate my dog!!!



Ok Just kidding... I love my lucky!

I always have a thing for the past... Back to the future ppl!

Maybe can use in my IC next time wahahaha

Its a sad and tiring night...

People grow old... and emptiness just starts to haunt them... Bad news playing on TV everyday, updates on facebook of joy and sorrow... Life is so complicated when you grow up.

I was just looking at my past entries, which I wrote without much restriction and consideration. I could remember seeing myself as the naive happy girl.

These days, I rather be alone so I wouldnt have to experience hurt again...
Then again... its these experience that make one stronger...

Where is God? Perhaps he forgot me since I was the one who forgotten him first.

Maybe when Mom left, she brought away half of the kid in me, forcing me to grow up.
Maybe when you came, you brought anger, disappointment, leaving me upset.

My best friends are my alchol and sleeping pills.

Sleepless nights are scary...

除了想你 除了爱你 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过 你在敷衍我 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情

我决定不为你而毁了心 放弃爱你

除了想你除了爱你
我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我 一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心 无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹

这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你 而坏了心情
我决定不为你 而毁了心 不为你 而放弃爱情
不为你 而毁了心 我决定不为你 而毁了心 放弃爱你

我也是有妈生的， 不要以为我妈不在你们就能欺负我！

I wanna rattle off my anger and unhappiness...

Some people whom I thought I could trust betrayed my trust and used me for their advantage. It irks me that such people exist... I felt worse when I realise I am so stupidly used for such purpose.

I have not been perfect but at least I tried to be nice to people. I am not an angel and I admit I have hurt some people real bad along the path. I suppose its payback time for me. As we aged, people start to be scheming and start to care only about themselves. Perhapes is how we are brought up in this society.

I have learnt my lesson... the hard way... but will that be the last? Not unless I do not wake up from my sleep tomorrow...

WOO!!!

I QUIT!!!!!!!

YET AGAIN....